After much deliberation and some sadness, we decided a couple weeks ago that it would be best for our family if we put our oldest two children in public school. This was by no means an easy decision to come to, but I felt I was cheating them of many good experiences and worthwhile opportunities at home. As a pregnant mama very near to the birth of a new child, I just didn't have it in me to improve our homeschooling situation. Really, I just had to let go of it, for my sanity as well as for the good of the kids.

I don't think that public schooling is the ideal, but I don't think that poorly-done homeschooling is, either. Public schooling with full parental involvement, interest and encouragement is what we are now aiming for. I still love the idea of homeschooling, and we are still open to it in the future -- we have always said that we will do what we need to do for the sake of our children and our family. I just don't think that homeschooling is right for us right now, though, as much as it pains me to admit it.

So, our kids have been attending a local public primary school for about 2 weeks now, and they are loving it!! Jonathan is in first grade. He is really enjoying having some new buddies, and he loves the variety of experiences he has in school. Mae is in kindy, and as a social butterfly, she is thriving. They both have lovely teachers that welcome our questions and concerns and value our involvement. Both children are doing extremely well! All in all, I am very happy with our decision at this point. I miss them though, so so much! :-( They are still, as they always will be, my babies.