Emotionally I just can't take it anymore. I try to always see a good in a bad situation but sometimes it just gets too hard. My heart just aches.

   Someone I know has just lost their child. Just a toddler beginning their life... just a mother getting to know her child... too short of a time to be with her child. So many people are having to grieve for their children lately. Why is God taking so many?

   I can't imagine how these parents deal with it... how can a mother go on after such a tragedy?

   My problem is that I am trying to imagine it and it breaks my heart. The pain I feel for these moms and dads is so real. My stomach feels sick. What lesson can be learned from this for them? What lesson can a mother learn from having to put her child in the ground? To never be able to hold him again? never kiss him? Or hear the "I yuv you momma" from their sweet lips.

   ... I cry. I can't help but cry and I'm emotionally drained.