Have you ever had one of those days/ months/years, where you just want to throw in the towel and say I quit? Well, I'm there.
First, I lost my job. I know I'm not unique. It was just on the news that over 500 state workers (who thought they had job security) are losing their job, and businesses are closing. It sucks for everyone. But it really sucks for me. I have NO money coming in. I can't count on child support, again, because Joe quit his job. So I don't even have that little bit of security. So how am I paying for gas to get the girls to school... funny you should ask.
I am now selling my plasma for gas money. I pray I"ll be able to continue doing this, because it pays $60 a week for 2 visits. That fills up my gas tank. Unfortunately my body is not responding to well to it. I had a severe reaction to the anti-coagulant. I don't know if my reaction was so severe because I needed to eat and drink more, and I'm hoping to not have the same reaction tomorrow. I still feel weak, and it's been 2 days.
I'm depressed. I'm lonely. I want to be loved. but the state of virginia has decided that I have to be seperated for 6 months before I can file for divorce. I've only KNOWN him for 6 months. 4.5 months to go before I can file. Counting down...
I'm leading worship at my dad's church now. I thought it would be easy sailing, but the piano player says she can't play it in the keys I've picked. I've got some stubborn personalities to work with, and it's not gonna be easy...
I'm still interning at 9-1-1. I absolutely love it there, and wish they could hire me right now. But they don't have any openings.
Kalena is a huge challenge. Let me know if you want more details...
Beth is getting back to her sweet self. JL hurt her emotionally and physically and it's taken a while to get my little girl back. I've been volunteering in her classroom this week, and I can see why she has a hard time. She sits with 3 girls that are huge distractions. So not fair...
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