I am trying to keep myself busy. Trying to find joy in the little things in life, but it is not helping. My grandson, my beautiful baby, is going in tomarrow for his CT scan. They are going to see if the bones in his ears are deformed or what is happening. You see, he is deaf, 100% in his left ear and 80% in his right. He can hear low tones better than high. He is only 4 months old. So if you would say a prayer for him and his parents. I would really appreciate it.

 I am going back to my floors. I find I handle stresses better when I do physical type stuff when I get this nervous.

Well, my house will be very clean when I am through.