Homestead Longings

NO, NO, NO, I don't wanna GO!

The only real problem with this day is that I am really indecisive about when to leave. Thing is, I don't want to, even though I have plenty of reasons to go.

We are heading to Florida for a few weeks. Originally it was to be a month, but it has slowly been reduced to about 2 1/2 weeks. My mother lives there and a friend who just had a baby that I can't wait to see, along with her other kiddos. I found out on Monday that my mother has been hospitalized with some severe intestinal infections and had to have a surgery to remove her appendix and a drainage tube put in. They say she will be fine and out in another couple days. So, I should want to be there right?

Nope. I think I am sick of "going". With the moving and then the trip to Colorado and now this. I told my dh last night that I just want to stay here with him. I really feel at home here already. Not that he is home a whole lot. Now he is gone more because he is acting first sergeant. I couldn't be prouder, but I get to missing him.

I keep thinking that if I leave tonight I can get a few hours drive in before I have to stop and that will make tomorrow a little easier. Then again, I don't really NEED to hurry, so I could just stay here with dh tonight. I think that is the option I am going to take. Also, I doubt I will make it more than the 2 weeks before I finally scream, THAT'S IT! I WANNA GO HOME!