The Damm Ranch

In one of the many e-mails from a friend of mine  was a person I didn't know , with her chained email to "my" friend , she had placed in the forward email her blogs. It was not one blog site but two.

So, out I clicked and behold this site appeared. It isn't enough that I have at least three other sites where I place my deepest thoughts on. But I decided that I like this place . Because all the other sites I was expressing myself on , were plain without a tablets , and I like what I saw. This would fit in with my thoughts about my new home.

A dream started two years ago , when I planned to retire from a job that I spent 26 years of my life  , marry and moved with my new husband  to a whole new state , and a whole new lifestyle.

There were times where I wonder if I had made the right choice or if I made the biggest mistake in my whole life. But that couldn't be right, Since, I have made many steps like that , where I  had thought I had made the biggest mistake!

 Yet, in all that I've read and do believe in , It is far from being a mistake. I learned something about myself . And I do believe , wholeheartedly I am meant to learn all I can about who I am , and who I don't care to be.

I love the move. I love the small ranch -farm we moved too. I love the land , the people and the animals that have become part of who I am .

 It hasn't been all rosy , far from it! We made mistakes getting here. We still haven't learned a lot about the land or the animals that reside with us here.

 I also learned that  the man I married is  and was as scared as I  . Who procrastinates as much as I .

  I worry more and fight the negative thoughts that race through me when things don't look like they are going to work.. I push myself to believe in God , Have faith , and trust him to send me ... watch over me  what I need for comfort . And stand by me when things seem so scary that I feel like there is no way out of what is making life so low for me.

LET GO LET GOD....
I know I am blessed. I have seen some things that have  come to me that makes this so true for me.. Each step is at his pace. Not mine .