Thursday, 27 Dec 07

Posted on Thursday, December 27, 2007 at 04:24

Wow, can't believe how quickly time goes. I miss not being able to come every day and post or at least recieve inspiration from others. I sure need it now.  My daughter moved out last Wednesday. Not pretty. She moved in anger which made it hurt all the more. Uff da, I've been praying her anger cools but so far not so. She was at the folks Christmas day, was respectful and almost pleasant to be around until she got her presents. Then she returned to her harsh self. I'm feeling guilty about feeling relieved she's moved out. She's very destructive, abusive, and dirty. I love her becauise she's my daughter but...... I don't deserve to be treated like she treats me nor called the names she called me. I hate to be cold but she will not be allowed to come back into my house to live without a sincere heartfelt apology and an agreement to follow my rules. They are very simple, basic common knowledge that from reading other bloggs, your 3 year olds follow the same rules without issue. Sigh,,,, as I've said, I've been praying very hard.

Christmas Eve I went to church then was invited over to a friend's house after for a small party. Her family was so welcoming and it sure beat doing laundry LOL. I hesitated but neither her nor her family would take no for an answer - God Bless them! I had a wonderful time and forgot my troubles for a few hours.

I was up around 0700 Christmas morning, had a light breakfast and coffee then gave Taffy her Christmas bone. Since we had a good foot of new snow, Taffy and I went out and played for a while. I did need to do laundry so did 3 loads plus my jacket. Around noon went to the folks and stayed until 9pm when I had to go home and get ready for work.

Yesterday, I slept all day - no foolin. I got home from work around 0730, let Taffy out for about 5 mnutes then went to bed and slept until 2:30, got up, had a sandwich then back to sleep until 10pm when I got up for work!! Uff da, I was tired.

Today I need to do 2 loads of laundry, vacuum, mop, and that's about it. Not sure what's for dinner. Thinking maybe stew. We'll see.

Well, I need to move around as I'm starting to get tired (wonder why as it's 0435 LOL). Godf Bless!

Michele