I was reading my mother's blog earlier and it got me to thinking.. In the past couple of years I have lost old friends who have been dear to me for years and years, who have found reasons to not be around. A few of them are upset that we did not see eye to eye on certain situations that were going on in my life and so I am the bad person for not doing exactly what they thought I should do when I should do it. I am sorry I know that not everything I have done was right, however I at peace and I am so very happy now..

I have also gained some new friends and rekindled with a couple of old friends and I am thankful for that.. I know that people are put into our lives for a reason and we may not always like the reason and we sometimes get to attached to these people to fast and to hard and so when the season for them to be in our lives we end up getting more hurt..  I know that a couple of the friends I had I trusted them so very much and I just knew that they would not ever hurt me and they would always be there for me, but lo and behold they were the first to get upset, hurt and unkind because we did not see eye to eye. It still sometimes bothers me, however I know that I do not need them. I have forgiven them, I do not feel like the have forgiven me, but that it their deal. not mine.

I am happy with the way things are in my life right now and so i know that these things are for the best. Yes it still tends to hurt when I see these ladies and they have a hard time being near me because they are so upset by something that in all honesty was none of their business..:)

SO just remember you will always have a very few friends who will be there no matter what and if it starts to become difficult to be friends with someone then maybe their season is over and it is time to let them go there will be others out there waiting for their season and you do not want to miss that do you?? God places special people in our lives at special times some for a lifetime and others for a season..  Take time to thank God for the Lifetime friends and for the seasonal friends during their season. Sometimes we have no idea why they are here, but someday we will realize..

Ok I am off again.. Just had that running in my head..

God Bless,
Mars