I am just sitting here thinking.. I know I know that sounds dangerous huh?? LOL I have been thinking about this all week and well I think I have finally come to make the choice that I feel like is right for me to make..

You see I have been involved in a Moms group for almost 2 years now in fact I was one of the founders for our Moms On Mission group which was all fine and good, however life sometimes throws us curve balls and we have to deal with things. So when the deal came up with me getting divorced the other girl in charge started getting upset with me and treating me really bad because of it. Well anyway things have been rough there and sometimes I leave thinking why did I get up and drive to town for this.. One of the mentor moms whom I was very close too started treating me horrible because she and I just did not see eye to eye on a few thigns and so now she refuses to tak to me at all. I have told her I am sorry, asked for her forgiveness and offered her my forgiveness and nada. Anyway the group has been slowly shrinking for awhile now and I have talked to others who no longer attend and they have stated that the girl who is in charge is the reason they are not coming. They think she is judgmental and things have to be her way or no way.. Anyway I have decided if I get up some morning and just feel the urge I will go, but as of now and due to the fact that I do not feel welcomed there anymore I will just find something else to do..

I have come to learn over the last couple of years that sometimes it is best for you to give up somethings. Give it up especially when it becomes more of a chore and causes hard feelings in your heart.

Well i am off to bed.. I am still tired and sore from the roof thing this weekend..

Have a wonderful night.

God Bless

Mars