I am so sorry have to rant, but I am really upset about somethings... Let me just say to my mother who will be reading this.. NO I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know the first thing that will come to your mind when you start reading, but really it has nothing to do with you... :) Now having said that I am going to begin my rant.. How come do some people get off hurting, back stabbing and just being down right mean to others??? especially people who don't care to talk to you in person or by email, but have the nerve to do their best to cause you as many problems as they think possible.. There are some dear dear people who I know and possibly are realted to that think they have the perfect lives, husbands, children and etc, only talk to certain relatives or ex realtives and cause problems with the ones they don't talk to.. How nice is that?? I mean come on.. Let us get a grip on reality.. There are some people who also think that they have the world by the tail and they know what is best for everyone in the world and that we should all live our lives according to so and so's rules and choices. I am so irritated by people who just talk crud about people, don't get to know the situation or people, make judgement calls and try to hurt people.. I was thinking today ok I mind my own business, take care of my children, help if I am asked, don't shove my thoughts or beliefs off on others because they don't do or say what I think they should when they should, but do I intentionally try to hurt them and their kids?? No.. I was told by someone in law enforcement these people are boardering on harrassment with what they are trying to do.

Let me also say that I am by no means perfect. Do I make mistakes yes I do.. Do other people make mistakes?? Yes Does that mean we should be out to hurt one another?? No Should we love one another and be respectful and loving to others?? Yes Should we maybe look at both sides of the coin? Yes I believe so.. I get so irritated with people just trying to hurt and mess with people because they think they can.. How would they react if it were being done to them?? I pray for those who are persecuting me and my family, but I also do not want to run into them anywhere. What should I do?? I am very hurt by the actions of these *well meaning* pain in the hineys...

Once again MOM THIS WAS NOT MEANT TOWARDS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't have to point it out to anyone else especially since noone knows exactly which who's I am talking about.. I love you mommy... I am so sorry I had to rant everyone, but a person can only take so much and it would do no good to go face to face with them because they are always right and you are always wrong..

Ok well I am done for now.. Once again sorry if my rant seemed selfish or mean, but it just isn't hurting me, but my children know what is going on too and they are hurt and angry.. Anyway ideas or thoughts on how to deal with these certain people who are always causing me problems would be appreciated...

Have a wonderful day on the homestead...

Marcia