Hi there.. You know honestly I am a very nice person in fact many of told me that I am too nice and I let people walk all over me. Well I let me feelings get hurt again by peole who have done it in the past.. Yes they are family that is why I put does it matter??

I told a particular person that if they needed a ride that I would drive and pick them up and drive them home needless to say my offer is now not being taken, I have my own thoughts as to why, but of course I will get another line.. That is all fine and good, but why is it I can volunteer for something, try to do something nice for someone and get kicked?? I am a bit irritated what makes me the most hurt and upset is that everytime I mentioned picking them u they acted like it was ok.

I always get treated like I am the black sheep even when I am the one who would do anything for anyone and help out in a pinch and usually don't ask for a thing in return...

Oh well I guess in all reality it is only feelings, but it still hurts and bugs me. Maybe someday someone will think that I am more than a black sheep.

I am sure that this will be read and I will be talked about and be in trouble for writing it, but no names were mentioned so unless you know me personally you wouldn't have a clue as to what I am even talking about..

Good night and God Bless