I was just over at crewchief's blog and reading more on life in Alaska. Prior to that I was watching Alaska Magazine TV. Yep, it's an Alaska kind of day... (doubled by the fact that it's cold and drizzly here in NH today - the kind of day my DH and I fondly refer to as a "Shen kind of day," after the Bible camp we worked at once just outside of Tok, AK. It was just this kind of weather.)
Anytime I spend time reading about or viewing pictures/movies on Alaska, it brings me back to that grand dream we once had. "Once upon a time," it begins, and ends. Life took over. It's been 15 years since we were there; if you had told me when we were leaving it would be this long before we got back, I would have turned in the plane ticket then and there and just never left. Once we had kids, the extended family laid a major guilt trip on us for even thinking of such a move!! It used to matter to me, but not any more. It's not their life. Period!
But it's things like family and jobs and having a "normal" life that seem to kill such a wild dream, isn't it? Do you dream of a big house, nice car and 2.3 children?...Go for it! Do you want to move out into the country and be self-sufficient, somewhere that is - God forbid - far away? NOT!
Oh well, the dream is not dead. My DH and I would love to head to Alaska. If we live there a year and decide it's not for us, back down we come. But if we love it and it IS "us," then we've made a dream come true. Life's too short to live your life making OTHER people happy! |