Uninspired

Posted on Wednesday, December 13, 2006 at 06:11

I've been feeling so strange lately, as though my brain is turned off. I'm only writing now out of responsibility rather than desire, which I'm sure makes interesting reading!
I'm really trying not to obsess about the future, it only damages my ability to take on the now. I feel so overwhelmed by our move, so happy and exhausted even though I'm not doing anything but thinking about it. Perhaps I am saving my energy for a reason, I might just need it. But my life here can not be put on hold!
I think I might have found a real internet data entry job online, I went so far as to open  a paypal account to enable me to send them the preliminary $5 to register, and to recieve the payments I will hopefully recieve if the job is legitimate. $5 seems like a small price to pay for a job that will enable me to stay at home and give me an excuse to spend hours a day on the computer. I recognize that work is work, and data entry is especially horrible work, and it will not be easy money. But it would be a really nice way to supplement our income on a freelance basis. I am not getting my hopes high, yet, but I certainly hope I haven't wasted five dollars.