Well here we are the 1st of December can you belive it?? Right now for me it's a bitter-sweet type of thing, I can feel myself slipping back into my depressed sate, Mind you it never go's away but lately seem's too be hitting abit harder, the poor old brain never seems too stop thinking, I feel tired and sore and crushed on the inside and I hate it only thing is I know this will never go away my Docture allready told me I would be on medacation for the rest of my life preatty much...I just hate when this start's too happion to me, this is sopsed too be a happy time of year...right?? Im sure all in good time this will pass and I can stop crying.

Anyway's I hope everyone is good....Anyone out there getting allready for Christmas?? What are your plans?? Leave a comment and let me know, I love hearing how other people spend there time at Christmas and really as fast as the months have been going it will be here befor we know it.

We have had snow on and off today, really preatty but kinda scary at times...I feel really bad for all the drivers out there.

Well that's all really for now...Blessings to you!

~Ruth