Goodafternoon And Blessings To You!

Well here we are another Friday....It's been raining all day and looks like it will for the next couple of day's...Just think everyone it's only 9 more day's untill Fall and everything will start too change. I'm sitting here thinking in away Im not looking forword too my birthday next month..Im gonna be 26...But with all the family issues going on I'm scared no one will call me on my birthday, I will be heartbroken if no one call's...Even though I know that is something that can happion... I know it shouldent worry or up-set me at this age but I know it will....Maybe I will call my Grandma later, I always feel nervious too call her with whats all going on within the family....Very fustrateing that's for sure, Last time she sounded happy to hear from me which was nice, But sometimes I dont really know what she is feeling, I dont talk with her about the things that are going on becuse I know she hears so much from my mom about things that dont even happion...So that's why I dont say anything too her about what's going on, I dont want her too feel in the middle of everything.

dh is talking to my sister-in-law he will be on for abit there like "hens" when there on the phone, But it's all good, I am happy too see that they have a good relationship like that were they can talk....My other Sister-in-law lives in the states so she dosent talk too me, I dont think she like's me, But than again as dh alway's say's she dosent even like herself most day.

It's so quite right now the boy's are napping this is there usal nap time so this is when usally I get to blog..he he, But they will be up shortly Im sure, they usally dont sleep all that long maybe an hour or so gives me a little computer time, I always find that funny my friends are like with you being at home Im surprized your not on the computer all day and its like hello, I have too small kids too get after...*grins* Plus I can stay my hole life on a computer, I think I would go nuts!

Anyway's just a pop in note for now.

Blessings

~Ruth