Here we are on another Blessed Sunday! It's almost supper time for us here, The boy's are sitting watching a movie, Well Jack is here "bugging" me but I wouldent change it for the world that for sure! Sometimes I forget how truly blessed I am with haveing such sweet little boy's and a great dh, I sometimes just sit and get all misty eyed just thinking about them, Im sure other people are the same way about there family's, I really dont know were I would be in this world without the blessing's of the 3 "men" in my life. I dont know what I would do without them I know that for sure!

I have been pondering why the bad thing's keep going on in my life but at the same time I know the Lord is with me at all time's, Even though I dont alway's think he is there, then I just have too look in my little one's eye's and know he is there alway's and he will help us get threw everything that is yet too come and I deffently know there will be more too come, Weather we understand or not!

I alway's think too myself that I am not good for anything or too anyone....And that's what happions when you grow up when you have a parent that makes you feel that way all the time and it has been so hard to shake out of my head, I never want the boy's too have those feeling's, I want them too know I am proud of them, Even Jarred who has been trying to potty train he has peeded twice on the potty the last too day's, Now mind you he has ended up peeing on his leg's and the floor becuse he wasnt "tucked" in right but I still praised him, I do not want too deture him from going on the potty even if he has made accdent on the floor, That's what mop's are for right?? I want these boy's too have a real sence of self-worth that they can do anything they think they can do.....One of my friends alway's say's Jack's gonna be a preacher becuse he stands right at the t.v. when I watch one of my show's, She thinks it's cute.

Anyway's just some of my random thought's for today.

Blessings

~Ruth