Well I have thought about alot in life lately, I have relized all the pain and hurt I have felt in the past few week's and month's I am giveing them up too God, I no longer want too feel this pain in my heart, I know what he want's me too do and I need to start doing them and do them now!! There is no room in the heart anymore for the pain and the drama that take's over who I am and what I feel most of the time....I say no more!!  I need to do something with myself!!! Praise the lord he has shown this too me, Now it's just up to me too keep my life on this path.....Christ be with me!!

I'm sitting here and it is so hot right now, We had one nasty thunderstorm last night, I thought for sure it was gonna wake the boy's up but they slept right threw it, We are sopsed too get thundershowers yet this afternoon maybe it will make a brake in the heat, I have the a/c on but might throw the fan on too so that it can blow all the cool air around.

As I sit  here my poor hand is killing me just to type but I have prob's with my wrist and hands all the time, Just some day's the pain is wose than other's, I think I will have to brake down and take the med's I have for the pain, I hate them though they make me sleepy....boooooooo!

Blessings

~Ruth