
Well a nice day for the most part!!, Been sitting here with alot on my mind.....One this is last week my aunt kinda treated me really bad and than today she is talking too me on-line like nothing happioned, So now I am really confused, She invited me too a family thing on Sunday and told me that my parents will not be there but at the same time they have been talking and "hanging out" like almost every night so I dont want too show up and my parents be there and than a big scean happions infount of my son's, And I know my husbund really dosent want too go becuse he's really up-set with my "Uncle" I put that in quataion mark's becuse I went too school with him so it's kinda hard too call him uncle, But at the same time I know I am sopsed to forgive and that's what I have done, I also have forgave my pareants but at the same time I think its best still too stay away from them in the best intrest for my mental health and my family, So what to do weather too go or not I'm not sure.
My dear friend of mine told me that she is two month's late and too tell you the truth I know she is not really for a baby if she is pregnet, She will go to the doctures on the 25th, She is 26 years old still lives at home, Still party's like she's in high school, Mind you she dose work but she spends money like it's going out of style, I really dont know what too say too her about it all ya know, I want too be there for her that's for sure and I want too help her, But at the same time I dont know what too say too her, Im 25 myself and I have a3 year old and a 1 year old and it's hard, I think she thinks raseing a baby is like a walk in the park and the thing is the guy that could be the baby's father if she is pregent there not really even in a relationship and I dont think she really want's too be with him, I think she is just in it for the fact so she has someone too "be" with, And he keeps telling her that if she is he want's her too move away so she wount be near her friends, Which up-set's me abit becuse he has never meet me and she has never said anything bad to him about me, I know some of her other friends are less than great too be around (They used too be my friends back in highschool) So I know what they can be like, I feel bad for her in alot of way's
So those are some of the issues that have been so confuseing in some way's!
Today's Bible Verse
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends.
John 15:13
Blessings
~Ruth

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