Looking out the window it's nice and sunny, We had abit of rain but it didnt last long....But by the look's of it there are some nasty thunderstorms on the way, So we will have too wate and see. It has been really hot today, I wount even think about going outside with the boy's they had docture appments today but with the nasty weather we are too get today I had to make new apptments for in about two weeks from now becuse our Docture will be away, She is a really nice and good Docture, We have had her for just a little over a year and a half now, When I was pregent with Jack we moved and she took me in right away, Plus she was more than willing to take in the hole family as well which was WONDERFUL!! Sometimes it can be hard too find a Docture that is willing to take you in.

I found what look's like a good bread and bun recipe, I think I might give it a try, I just have too buy some yest frist befor I can give it a try, I have never tried too make bread or bun's befor so I have no idea what will come of it, But never hurt's too give it a try and see what happions. I have so many recipes I want too try but I'm too scared too incase I mess them up and knowing me I probly will....he he, But hey ya never know, I think I know what we will have for supper, Something fast so that the house dosent heat too bad. Befor winter come's I want too make as much stuff as I can too freez so that we can have some extra stuff in the house during the winter months which can be hard, I found a really good recipe for frezzer pickles I think I might try, It look's really easy too do and I think there was a couple other recipes that looked intresting as well, I found it in the Aug issue of today's parent I think.

After my post the other day about haveing a better week I talked with my aunt yet again later that night.....I guess everything is my fault yet again, Even though I know it's not.....But I'm not going too let this get me down, I just cant anymore, Sometimes I just get tired of crying and the kids dont need too see mommy crying all the time, When your 3 year old see's you crying and comes and rub's your back and gives you a tissue, I deffently think he has seen you cry a little too much.....But it deffently makes you feel abit better becuse you know even at the tender age of 3 he has love in his heart!

Well I best get going and get supper ready and going....Blessings to you all!

~Ruth