Wow what a stressful week!! So much family drama, Sometimes when I just think I get it all figured out I get kicked in the teeth again!! I havent seen my parents is about 6 month's and in my son's best intrest I would like too keep it that way, But now all this week my one aunt has been on my case about my mom, Of course as usual my mom has been putting lies in her head like she dose with everyone, At time's it seems like everyone is scared of her becuse they wount say what they want too, to her becuse they know she will fly of the handle, But she's almost 50 I really think someone needs too step up, I have and trust me it was the best thing for my marrage, There has been so many times that me and my husbund have almost split up becuse of my pareants, So the last 6 month have been WONDERFUL, I dont know what she is trying too fill my aunts head with but she keeps actting so mean with me and she alway's told me that she would alway's be there for me and has preatty much just turned her back on me becuse of my mom. Sad thing is I keep to myself and stuff and yet I still get into crap, I think sometimes my mom thinks im dum, Im 25 years old with 2 sweet boys and a husbund that I take care of becuse of poor eyesite, blind in one eye and not the best in the other, We make sure the boy's have a place too live, heat and power....Food, clothing and everything they dont really need, If I could I would give my boy's the world, I have been trying too really too keep there life on tack for them and keep nagtive things out of there lifes such as my parents, I know that sounds harsh but at the same time you deffently need too know the hole story but I would be typeing here all day. My boy's and my husbund are my life that's for sure!! Right now John is still sleeping and the boy's are watching Dragon Tale's, Its not too bad of a show and they seem too like it.

I finally got a picture of the boy's watching veggie tales....he he....They had wated all day too see it but the sations were all screwd up but finally at about 6:00pm we finally were able to catch it and boy were they happy, It was the most quite half an hour I had all day....he he

Anyway's here's too a new week and I hope thing's will be abit better God willing and hopefully we will try our "New" B.B.Q (Well new too us my brother gave us his old one Woohoo) So maybe something bbq will be on the menu this week!!

Blessings too all of you, God loves you and so do I.

~Ruth