Lord, how are they increased that trouble me! many are they that rise up against me.
Many there be which say of my soul, There is no help for him in God. Selah.
But thou, O LORD, art a shield for me; my glory, and the lifter up of mine head.
I cried unto the LORD with my voice, and he heard me out of his holy hill. Selah.
Psalm 3:1-4

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    Saturday, July 19, 2008
    He Found Us!

    “Get your children, quickly, and move to the back of the building. Your husband is here.”

     

    The direction came with a soft touch on my arm and a whisper of urgency.

     

    I enfolded my arms around the little ones and urged them forward through the swinging door.

     

    “Come on,” I instructed firmly. “Come.”

     

    “But I don’t want to go this way. I want to stay here.”

    ”No,” I said, “Not right now. Don’t you want to go play a game? We can play the new Chutes and Ladders game, won’t that be fun?”

     

    Two of the smaller children complained loudly. The others were simply confused. I was afraid my husband would hear them and see us.

     

    Why did they even let him in? How could that have happened?

     

    Apparently, my husband had the sense to make up a story to gain entrance into this locked facility… but failed to use wisdom in the area of disclosing his identity.

     

    “I’m sorry, I think the phone might be ringing.”

     

    The shelter counselor left him sitting and went to the phone in the office to dial the police.

     

    Peering out my bedroom doorway, I could see our family van in all its ugly glory outside the playroom window. My breath caught in my throat and my heart pounded, as my eyes shot up and down the corridor leading to our bedrooms.. The little ones pressed in around me and I closed the door, again, to their dismay.

     

    “What are you looking at?” they wanted to know. “I am just seeing who is out here in the hall.” I told them, truthfully.

     

    “No, no. Come, now. It is time to play. Won’t it be fun?”

    Was this me talking?

     

    I had to be strong. I didn’t want the children to see me break down or fear.

     

    Tonight there is extra security planted.

     

    The worker who allowed my abuser entrance into the facility was spoken to, and the procedure for gaining entrance was revised. They found this experience to be a learning opportunity.

     

    The alarms were turned on early, tonight, and police will be going by more often. Extra workers will be on staff through the night hours.

     

    I was shaken up and frightened, but God protected us and kept us safe.

    I know we’re in a safe place and trust that the Lord will work through these people and others to create a future for us.

     

    He is working all things for His good.


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    Saturday, July 19, 2008 - Untitled Comment

    gabbie427
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    I am so sorry hun!!! I can't imagine how scared you are, and how confused the kids must be. I know it doesn't sound like it now, but this will help your case, because the workers there can testify that he lied to get entrance into the shelter, etc.

    I just read your other post, and I want you to know I will be praying.

    God's Blessings,
    Amy Jo


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    Wednesday, July 30, 2008 - Untitled Comment

    GypsyFarmGirl
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    Oh my goodness I am literally just hurting inside for you, I will pray for you, and I will ask the congregation of the place where we worship to pray for you and the children as well as your husband so that he will gain wisdom in the wrong he has commited as a husband, and that our Lord and Savior will make all of your paths straight. Please PLEASE, let us know if there is anything we can do to be of service to you and the little ones...Clothes, money, whatever please please. I know what your going through, I am a daughter of Physical abuse, and my heart weaps for you and the children.

    In Christs Name
    JEANNIE


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