HEARTILY HOMESTEADING

surgery

Hi all....Tomorrow if the big day for my surgery...I'll have to keep my ankle elevated for awhile.  I"ll be back as soon as I can...I'm going to read a few post before I leave....Until then...byeeeeeeeeee   Jeanne

still here!

I haven't posted lately. It's the story of my life; I have been waiting for Liv to download pics & life got really busy all of a sudden. It went of cold very rainy Spring to Summer, right now! Animals, garden out of control, flowers being too wet now drying up, laundry, my oldest daughter's wedding in Colorado, kids summer camp, local parade & family day in the park where we took our goat milk soap & sold it, and on & on ...... I don't like CRAZY BUSY! I heard someone say once that B.U.S.Y. was an acronym for:

B-being

U-under

S-Satan's

Y-yoke

while that sounds a little strong to me at times, sometimes life just "get's busy"with 13 kids & a farm but, I do try to remind my self & evaluate the things I'm doing. Do they bring honor to God? Are they REALLY blessing my family? Alot of times I have to say No. So as I type I am evaluating some things and revamping my schedule. I want to be sure my farm living doesn't take all the carefreeness of summer out of my life the  life of my kids. I want to enjoy my flowers & grass not just worry about the watering & up keep, if you know what I mean. It is late & we have company coming for a visit thru the 4th of July so better go for now. I will post hopefully soon with news of our farm & family happens as well as PICTURES! lol

Today I Choose Thankfulness

Rain Finally

Hi Everyone,  We finally had our second day of rain this month.  Yipppeee.   lol   We really need it.  My flowers, bushes and trees and the food i'm growing is really pleased.  When it rains i try and save water.  I have  buckets outside that can hold almost 5 gallons of water and so far i have 4 of them filled and I have another bucket I bought for a fish pond and  it holds appr. 20 gallons of water and thats half full.  I think this will last me for a little while.  I would rather use rain instead of water from the faucet.  The sun is really hot during the day and every night I water everything but finally I dont have to.  We also use our underground sprinkler system every other day morning. 

I'm slowing getting our house ready before my surgery Thursday.  I have to be at outpatient 6:30 am.  Looks like I will be the first.  I'm having a ligament reconstruction in my ankle.  Sure hope everything goes  find and I'll be able to walk normal again.  Hubby bought a glass door for the front of our house and installed it today.  We decided not to use a screen door.  I really like it.  I'll close for not since it's late.  I'll talk to ya soon.   Jeanne

Pressing On, Finishing the Course

 Ladies Meeting    June 6, 2009
written by B. Upton 

 

Our lesson today is concerning our Pressing on towards the Goal and Finishing the course.  When Paul wrote in Phil. 3:14, “I press toward the mark for the PRIZE of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus” he was in chains, but those chains were only man made obstacles, physical encumbrances. He wrote on the eve of his departure, “I have finished the course...” He knew there was the crown of righteousness waiting for him and not for him only, but for all them that love His appearing. That’s us. Oh how I want a crown to lay at His precious feet.

 This year, we have studied the crowns. I don’t know a thing about Greek but I read  that there are two Greek words for Crown. The first word is DIADEMA, referring to the crown worn by a king. The second Greek word is STEPHANOS, the crown bestowed in the athletic games or on the battlefied. DIADEMA, the crown worn by a King is conferred by his BIRTHRIGHT. The STEPHANOS crown of the athletic is conferred by VICTORY.  Rev. 22:12 says “Behold I come quickly and my reward is with me, to give to every man ACCORDING AS HIS WORK SHALL BE.”

Here’s an interesting fact: The TOWER OF LONDON houses the CROWN JEWELS OF ENGLAND.
The QUEEN’S IMPERIAL STATE CROWN has 3,000 diamonds and 300 other precious jewels.
The IMPERIAL STATE CROWN has 6,000 diamonds and many other jewels. But those are just man made crowns.   Rev. 19:12 states “On His head were MANY crowns.” How exciting that day will be when we see our blessed Lord with His MANY crowns and they will not be made by man. That in itself will make us want to keep our eyes on the goal and finish the course with joy.

As we press onward toward the goal, running the race set before us, we have to rid ourselves of extra weight. (I don’t mean this extra weight I am carrying around) If I were asked to run in a race in uptown Shelby, I wouldn’t be able to get half a block without sitting down on the curb, panting for breath,  groaning and making a spectacle of myself. I am not in shape for a race. Runners have to work hard to get ready and be fit for racing. We will never see a runner wearing a heavy coat or boots and carrying anything in their arms. Runners are stripped down as much as possible to remove any encumbrance and with outstretched neck, pressing onward toward the goal.


To press something means to exert pressure AGAINST some object or force.  A little petite therapist this week told me that she was going to press against my hand and I should press against her hand and I shouldn’t let my arm move. What??? I’m much bigger than her and I just know I can hold my hand and arm still. But, since my shoulder is weak, guess what, that little petite thing  moved my arm. Little woman that she is, she knows my weak point and tries to see if it has improved.

Well, there’s one thing we need to keep in mind though,  we have an adversary who knows our spiritual  weak points.

As we press onward, finishing the course or race, we will find we are on an obstacle course. The obstacles placed there by our adversary, Satan, to try to trip us, make us fall, and injure us in such a way we will not go forward. One thing Satan does not want is for us to reach our goal, our Heavenly Home. Satan once lived there and tried to become the ruler. He wanted to sit on the throne and be worshiped in that beautiful place, but as we all know, he was thrown out, never to have the privilege to live there again, and he does not want us there for sure. He’ll do anything to stop us on our way HOME. As in Eph. 5:16 we need to “be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one.”

He will attack us through  the ones we love, ...our family, especially our children. He knows a mother’s heart and sometimes an incident in our family can become a stumbling block or an obstacle.

I remember the day came when something came up about one of my sons that made me so fearful and physically weak I could hardly get my breath or walk across the floor. My arms were so weak, I could hardly move them. I went to my bedroom and cried to the Lord. How can this happen when we have always taken our children to good Bible teaching churches, taught them at home, prayed with them and trained them in the right way. Doubts began to arise as to whether I should even continue to teach other children in Sunday School, children’s church, and at the Christian Kindergarten.  Satan was sending those fiery darts to my mind while I was at my weakest point. In a little while someone knocked on my door. I didn’t want to answer the door of course with swollen eyes, looking like I did, but something moved me to go.
It was the lady from the Dysartville, Mrs Tony, who sells fresh eggs in our neighborhood. She wanted me to see some pillows she had made and  I didn’t think I had the strength to walk out  to her truck, but I went. She told me that she made the pillows to sale so she could buy gas to drive up into the hills to shut-in and disabled persons not able to come to church. She went to several homes and taught the Sunday School lesson for them each week.
I felt so small, so humbled in her presence, and humbled in the presence of God that He cared so much for me and my family. Unknown to her,  He sent this precious little mountain lady to feed me, strengthen me, and lift me up. He already  knew what I would face that Saturday morning and had her on her way  just when I needed Him most. She was His hands that reached out to me, His face, His smile, His love that reached my heart and encouraged me to get up and get going. Do I still have the pillow? You can be sure that it will always remain in my home and heart to remind me of the day that Satan tried to keep me from pressing on.

I doubt if any of you are racing fans, but maybe some of your husbands like to watch the NASCAR races. After our grandson, Heath, got his engineering degree he started  working for one of the  racing teams.  I was surprised to know that even though you are not the big winner, such as the Earnhart or other big winners,  you win lots of money just by finishing the race. I think it’s because of the sponsors who advertise on the cars.

 I loved to have races with the kindergarten class at school. I would tell them to start by touching my hand then run to a large tree about 100 yards away, touch it and the first one to get back to me would be the winner.  Many times when they saw the other one getting ahead and going to reach  tree before them, they would turn around and run back, wanting to be the first one to get to me. I always tried to pair the runners with the ones with the same stride or running ability to make it more even, but some of them loved to take short cuts back to the goal.

We can’t take short cuts. God has our course mapped out within His plan for our lives. He sometimes has to cut away the weights and plane us down to make us fit for the race.

A blacksmith will take a piece of iron and place it in the fire to bring it to white heat. Then he strikes it once or twice. If it will take the TEMPER he puts it in cold water and then back into the fire, bringing it to white heat again. Then he places it on the anvil and strikes it over and over again to form it into a useful article.  If it can’t take the TEMPER, he throws it into the scrap heap.
TEMPER is the condition of the iron with regard to it’s toughness or hardness.

Mal. 3:3 states “He shall sit as a refiner.” A silversmith was asked if he sat while refining was going on. “Oh, yes indeed. I sit with my eyes fixed on the surface of the silver for if the time of refining is exceeded in the slightest degree the silver is damaged.  “How do you know when the refining is finished?” he was asked. “I know when the process is completed when I can see MY IMAGE REFLECTED ON THE SILVER.”

As the Lord refines us and makes us fit for the journey, we may feel the flame, but as the writer of “How Great A Foundation” wrote, “the flame shall not hurt thee, I only design thy dross to consume, thy gold to refine.”

When we are faced with obstacles in our path, pressures mount but think of Jeremy Lockhart as he was lost in the woods. I’m sure he must have wondered, “When am I going to get out of this?” Little did he know that day that God had someone with a hungry heart out on a little farm who would find salvation through Jeremy’s message.  Sometimes obstacles loom up ahead of us and problems arise but we should not say, “When am I going to get out of this? But say, “What am I going to get out of this?” There’s always a lesson to strengthen us on our path as we press on.

After Mrs. Tony left my house that morning, I determined to press on for the Lord, no matter what.

I want to read part of something that was written by an African native. This was found on his cot after he died.  He was determined to finish the course.

(Read pamphlet, “I Am Not Ashamed” )

Dear sisters in Christ, thank Him for the mountains, thank Him for the valleys, and the many obstacles that try to make us fail. Press on. A CROWN OF GLORY awaits us. The greatest part of finishing our race and getting Home is that we will actually SEE, HEAR, AND TOUCH our blessed Lord who loves us and to find that He was with us every step of the way on our journey even when we thought we were all alone. He held us when we stumbled and didn’t let us fall, keeping us on the track.



When we have finished our course, He will reward us with that day with crowns. He will give us white robes to wear, a ring for our finger (PURE GOLD) shoes for our feet (that won’t hurt anymore) We’ll walk on pure gold streets, live in mansions!  We’ll be with our loved ones. There is no night there, no sickness, little Justin won’t have headaches anymore,  no death, no anger, no storms, no more work, no more crying, no bills to pay, no more car and house repairs, nothing but joy, joy, joy!

There’s an old sang we used to sing “When the battle’s over, we shall wear a crown in the new Jerusalem.” And another song, “Then palms of victory, crowns of glory, palms of victory, I shall wear.”

I’m sure we will be so glad to lay our crowns at His precious feet as we hear Him say, “Welcome Home” so press on, “It will be worth it all when we see Christ.”

Note:  This devotional was written for our meetings that had a crown theme.  This theme has not yet been posted, but will come soon.  You are welcome to use this material, but please do not claim it as your own.  Thank You.

Remembering Sam

Update on MRI

Hi all.  My MRI was completed and saw the Dr. today.  Everything looks fine and I will be able to have outpatient surgery on my ankle July 2nd.  I talked to my brother and he has the same as me.  We have cavernous hemangioma.  I found out today that I have 10 of them.  He saw his doctor because he doesnt have feeling in his feet and Dr. ordered him to have an MRI also.  He will find out his result in appx. 1 1/2 weeks.  Right now he's in New Mexico. 

I've been working on my quilt.  Hopefully I'll have 13 rows finished tomorrow.  I'll have  56 eight inch stars.  I need to visit our quilt shop tomorrow and buy more fabric.  Agnes and I visited Joann's today.  Their having a big sale the first weekend of July but I won't be able to go cause of surgery.  They'll have 50% off and also a 10% coupon.  Talk to ya all soon.  Jeanne

Garden Update #2

Another Hot Day

Hi everyone.  It's been so hot here in NW Florida and now I've been seeing a lot of mosquitoes, especially in the evening.  It seems like the rain is staying east or west of us.  We really need it.    Some places the grass is turning brown.  I have some veggies growing out back and their not looking good either. 

Dh's daughter never called him from Virginia on Father's Day.  He called her home today because her son's birthday.  He's now 10 years old. She only has a cell phone and he always leaves a message but never receives a call from her.  It would be nice if she would think more of him being her father.  Her husband is a lieutenant colonel in the Air Force and I'm pretty sure she can afford to call him.  Sorry if I feel upset.  When you loose one daughter in an accident and the other one doesnt communicate with her father.  Just wish we knew what's happening up there. 

I havent been feeling very good today since my tummy is upset.  I know I have surgery next week and I always worry before I have one.  I'll talk to ya all soon.  Jeanne

Pickles

Well, today was busy to say the least. I am getting ready to go to Texas tomorrow, but I still found time to: 1. Clean the kitchen, 2. Go to Wal-Mart for necessary items, 3. Stand up for someone at their wedding, and 4. Can some sweet pickles! I am still waiting for the jars to finish cooling, but all should be put away before I hit the sack tonight. I know the pickles aren't actually the most important thing I did today...But I am really glad I got that done! I also took my canners to the extension office to get checked. If you have an extension office near you, please get your pressure canner checked every canning season. Anyway, busy day, busy evening. I still have to load the van. I am taking all the things that belong to my cousin's children back to him. He probably won't get his children back, but it doesn't look like we will get them either. So he should have their things. Too bad Texas and Oklahoma can't play nice when it comes to paperwork or we would have already had those kids. Ah, well, God knows what He is doing. We mere mortals cannot even comprehend the big picture.

But I do know this: Today God gave me the chance to stand up for someone at their marriage ceremony and He gave me PICKLES! Everything else is still in His hands.

Have a blessed evening.