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Desperately Seeking the Silver LiningI am desperately seeking the silver lining.
Ok We did refinance the house. Paid of 96% of our debt (one small card left, I can handle that :-) House payment only went up 20.00 Got a lower interest rate. Didn't have to make Oct and Nov. pmts. Used that money to get out of debt. Ok that's all good stuff. Went to buy a new camcorder and the guy would not give me the price I saw it for in a sister store. I said thank you, and left. So I didn't make that major purchase. I am working 2 jobs, and my 2nd job's boss told me if I want any more hours, he is glad to give them to me. They gave my dh 3 months severance pay. They didn't have to do that. They paid him for all the vacation time he didn't use. We can cash out our 401k plan and stop losing money on it. My self, and my children are pretty healthy, so not having insurance is not that big of a deal. Because my kids and I busted our butts over the summer fund raising at the race track I have all the money needed to pay for his hockey season. I keep grasping for silver strings that line this thick black cloud that is resting on my heart. When my dh told me he was one of the 90 that got fired, I wasn't surprised. I am not totally freaked out..... but The longer he is at home the greater the chances are that this already dysfunctional marriage will collapse. Please, pray for me. My kids are watching. 08:17 - Friday, November 21, 2008 - comments {2}Pattern of Insanity!What can my blog entries tell me about......me?Take into account that some entries have been removed.......but what is left will show a pattern. December 07 Jesus is on my mind. January 08 Health on my mind. February 08 Dealing with relationships with others. Jesus on my mind March 08 Passover Homeschool April 08 Passover Jesus on my mind May 08 Love Jesus on my mind Something that makes me smile June 08 Love Home-y tips Jesus on my mind. July 08 Shout out to my local extension Jesus on my mind Home schooling. August 08 August was a rough month for me. I only preserved one entry. August is when things started going down hill. August is when I started noticing. September 08 Canning Cleaning lists And I begin to show frustration. October 08 My goals....desperately trying to stay on track. The economy is spiraling out of control. Trying to stay on target with Jesus. Trying to find the silver lining. Showing that I am wearing down quickly.......... November 08 2 of my 4 wheels have popped off. There is SO much said and even more NOT said in my blogs. I am in a knife shop, as an F5 tornado blows thru. The storm itself can kill me......but it's the debris flying around at high speed that is more likely to do me in!! I am walking across a swinging bridge in the thick fog. The boards are creaking and cracking and breaking. I don't know if my next step is certain death? I don't know if my next step is going to fall through and leave me hanging. I don't know if my next step is solid ground, and safety. I don't do well with uncertainties. Who does? I have deleted SO MANY blogs.........because I just couldn't stand myself. Because that's who I am blogging for, me. And if I couldn't stand it..........shew wee what a stench. I am not out of the woods. August was the down hill portion of this roller coaster ride. Unfortunately, it's November, and I am still moving down.........at an incredible rate of speed. There is no light at the end of the tunnel ( not even the ever present freight train :-) and there is no sign of an upward portion. Bear with me. Ditch me and don't read me. Whatever works for you. 09:53 - Thursday, November 20, 2008 - comments {1}Affirmation is nice!!Yesterday marked the 90th day I have been on my second job!Review time. My boss gave me "exceeds expectations" on performance, then went on to compliment my work ethic, and my cleanliness. It's nice when someone notices your hard work, and effort. I had a smile on my face for an hour!!! The other good news is that my friend who has been out of the country for 3 weeks...........will be home tomorrow. I miss her so much!! 09:09 - Thursday, November 20, 2008 - comments {1}There is NO reward for doing the right thing!No reward.
Go to work. Times get tough, get a second job. Pay your bills. Pay your mortgage. At the end of a day, you fall into bed. You're tired. Sometimes you feel like throwing in the towel. You can't. Why? You're doing the right thing. When you sign your name on a mortgage document, you are promising. making an oath, giving your word via your signature, that you will pay back the money you borrowed. The papers were right there to read. You had time to read them. Pleading ignorance to anything isn't going to fly. If you bought a house that was more than you could afford......... That's your fault. Get the second job and pay for it. Sell it. Do what it takes to keep the promise. This is the consequence for coveting. But no. Wait. There are no consequences anymore There are rewards for greed and lust. If your eyes were bigger than your wallet....... it's ok Big Brother will bail you out, refinance your DEFAULTED LOAN, yeah, the one you quit paying on, the one that you broke your promise ........ yeah, Big Brother will give you a loan at a low low interest rate AND Big Brother will let you live in the home YOU'RE NOT PAYING ON an extra 90 day. But if you're a hard working American, picked up the second job because things got tight, you work hard to make sure your bills are paid..... SORRY This deal is not for you. You cannot get the lower rate until you are 180 days BEHIND in your payments. You have to be a deadbeat to get this reward. No amount of begging, pleading, yelling, letter writing, or speaking to upper management will help. This is BIG BROTHERS rules. That's right The government. Big brother only rewards bad behavior. 07:36 - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - comments {2}Poor thing, she's just not teachable.............It's so hard to deal with someone who's not teachable.I guess you have different learning styles to consider. Myself, I am a visual. SHOW me how to do it, LET ME do it, then I will get it.....Visual learners require patience on the 'teachers' part because they are not 'text book' learners. Some people you can just 'tell them' what to do, and wham o.........they do it. Some people you just point in that direction and wham o........they take the bull by the horns and run. Some people require extra time. Some get it right away. Then, there are those who simply are not teachable. Not hopeless, because as long as there is breath in the body, there is hope...... They ask a question, you answer. They ask the same question, you answer again. They ask the same question, you answer by showing them. They ask the same question, to a different person. They don't listen. You tell them something, and they just don't hear you...or....worse, they ignore you, and ask someone else? I guess they are just looking for the answer they want to hear?? I don't know. It's frustrating, I can tell you that!!! It's hard to have patience with someone who purposely choses not to learn. It's hard to have patience with someone who asks the same question 20/11 times. Lord please give me the wisdom to know the difference between a slow learner and the unteachable!! 07:22 - Wednesday, November 19, 2008 - comments {0}ProjectsMy daughter and I are going to start putting together our own cookbook. We have been talking about it for years, but this is the year we will actually do it!! We will write out all the recipes, then photograph the finished product. My daughter thinks every cook book should be stuffed full of photos!! I am going to also start working on my boys high school sports book.You know that scrap book thing for every year he's been in high school?? The one I said "oooo I will keep up" ha ha ha ha Yeah, he's a junior, and I haven't even looked at the stuff in 2 years!!! I am going to sort stuff by each year into folders then pack my scrap bag to take with on our road trip this weekend....... I think once I start working on my scrapbook, it will kick start me back into that mode........... 07:41 - Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - comments {2}I guess I just don't get people??I guess I just don't get people.
Let's say I buy a book. I read it I don't like the content of the book And I don't care for the author's style of writing. So the logical conclusion is? Don't buy books, written by this author. makes sense right?? Let's say I buy a c/d. I listen to it. I don't like the music or the lyrics. I don't care for the singers voice. So the logical conclusion is? Don't buy c/d's with this style of music, or by this artist. makes sense right? Let's say there's a blog out there. I click on it and read it. I don't care for the opinions or the writers content. SO THE LOGICAL CONCLUSION IS???? I don't return there. I don't go back. SO tell me this? WHY would someone go to a blog where: they don't like the writer or their style, they don't like / agree with the content? WHY would someone not only go to a blog they don't like / don't agree with, but GO THERE 4-5 TIMES A DAY, EVERY DAY, and then when they are blocked, seeks out any other blog this person may have?? I find that odd. Borderline sick. 07:45 - Monday, November 17, 2008 - comments {3}Bible Study 6-10In my blog titled
Bible Study 1-5 I revealed how short I fall of keeping the 10 Commandments. #6 You shall not murder. Hmmmm Ok, so things are looking good for me here. I haven't killed anyone. Nor would I. Ever. But Jesus said: Matthew 5:21-26 Ok, once again, I am toast. My tongue is quite a weapon. As are my fingers on a key board. As is my heart, that is hidden. #7 You shall not commit adultery. Once again....... Toast. Jesus said: Matthew 5:27-32 #8 You shall not steal. Ok wait a minute. I am not a thief........or am I? Well sometimes I don't buy EXACTLY what the coupons for. And I take pens home from work. And I have my dh print something off at his office. And I read a magazine while I am at work (stealing time. getting paid for a job, yet doing something I am not paid to do) When I sit down and do a deep self exam. Busted. Guilty. And I thought I would SAIL through the 'shall not's" NOT #9 You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor. Liar Liar. Busted Busted. I am SUPER hyper sensitive in this area. I TRY SO HARD to be 100% honest. One thing I am known for is my blunt force honesty. But In my anger, I know I have sinned. Of the 10 Commandments, this is the one I come the closest to keeping. #10 You shall not covet. Ok I do covet. I don't care about stuff.....like houses cars clothes. But I covet people who have large families,close friends amazing marriages. I covet relationships not stuff. Still coveting all the same. So there you have it. I can't "keep" the 10 Commandments. Lord knows, I don't even come close. I came close when I had mono and was sleeping 18 hours a day  But I think that is the only time I was even close. Honest. 08:28 - Sunday, November 16, 2008 - comments {2}You are invited to my pity party...............but.....................Everyone is invited to my pity party
but there are some rules you must follow. Rule number one. NO matter how wrong I may be you must agree with me and you must tell me what a wonderful person I am. You cannot share with me your experiences remember this is MY pity party. Rule number two. It's not about you, it's about me. I do not want to hear about your experiences I do not want to learn from your mistakes. I do not want your advice, no matter how sound it is. I just want to be stroked and coddled. I want to be told what I want to hear. If you can't do that, I will delete your comment. Again Remember, this is MY pity party. Rule number three I might be a christian but I surely do not want to hear any of your Bible advice. I have a Bible and I pick it up every Sunday to take to church with me, So don't tell me about the Bible. I don't want to hear "what would Jesus do" I don't want to hear what Moses did. One more time....... This is MY pity party. All I want to hear is what I want to hear. Tell me I am a good mom and wife. Tell me that I am doing a great job. Tell me that you feel sorry for me. Tell me that I deserve better. Tell me that I need some quality *me* time. Really. That's all I want to hear. This is the disclaimer I should put on my blog every time I am "having a day" and want to be coddled.
That way gals who really want to help, or offer advice, or can shed some light on my situation because of their past experiences........yeah, those gals can pass on by and not waste their time and effort on me!! (This is a tongue in cheek kinda post.......as it is tiring to see so many blogs out there that should have this kind of disclaimer on them!!) 08:05 - Sunday, November 16, 2008 - comments {4}Bible Study 1-5My study this week is Exodus 20.
It asks "what will I do this week to "keep" the commandment". Um, I can't keep them. I am not able. It's not possible to 'keep' them. That's why Jesus died, right? Because He was the ONLY One who could because He is God. And only God can keep them. They are there to show me *I* need a Savior. They are there to show me *I* can't do it alone. They are there to reveal my sin to myself. Well, when I honestly evaluate. #1. No gods before or beside me. Ok, That means, nothing in my life is MORE important than God OR AS important as God. ERRRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT (sound of obnoxious buzzer that tells you: WRONG) Well I fail right there. Whamo right off the bat. #2 No making idols or worshiping them. That means I cannot make, create something, tangible visible that is more important or AS important as God. ERRRRRRRTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Wrong again. Hmmm let's see, is there anything or anyone that I can touch (tangible) or that I made or created that takes God's place? Is it my sewing? My scrapbooking? My volunteering? My kids? My dh? My home and the decorating of it? #3. You shall not misuse the Name of the Lord. This is more than saying GD or JC. This is more than saying OMG. Misusing the Name of the Lord Hmmmmmmmm Misquoting Scripture. Manipulation of Scripture. Using Scripture as a weapon to elevate self. Taking Scripture out of context. Changing Scripture. This is where I find the Greek and Hebrew so very important. I don't want to misuse His Name. #4 Remember the Sabbath day by keeping it Holy. Sabbath. That's Friday from sundown to Saturday at sundown. Sabbath in Hebrew is Saturday. Let's see..... Keep it Holy, set apart. Do not work. Hmmmm What are the two busiest nights in a restaurant? Friday and Saturday. Maybe if I were not breaking the first 2 commandments I wouldn't be breaking this one. See what I mean. This is a measuring stick to show me just HOW short I fall. #5 Honor your father and mother. Honor. What exactly does Honor mean in Hebrew? What does "honor" look like that pleases the Lord? How do you honor a parent you never met? How do you honor an alcoholic? How do you honor an abuser? There are no instructions for that......... Phew. So I fall pretty short. So short, I will have to do 6-10 later. 08:02 - Saturday, November 15, 2008 - comments {0}Potpourri of QUESTIONS!!This is kind of an odd post.
I have a ton of questions, but it would take 14 entries to give each it's own time SO I thought I would do a potpourri of questions post. Here we go: Question 1 Is it too late, here in zone 5, to plant rye? My dh hasn't turned my garden yet, and probably won't for at least another week. Is it too late? Question 2 What is the easiest way to paint a stucko-ceiling? My ceiling has the "start" pattern of drywall mud on it, where it has the stalagmites? What is my best bet on painting that?? Question 3
I feel the Lord calling me to break old traditions. I have felt this call for the last 5 years. This year, it is strong, and loud and clear. However. My dh is NOT hearing this same call. I am not sure where he is with the Lord. My dh wants to string up christmas lights. I do not want to celebrate the pagan holiday. I am not so sure what to do. My heart aches, because my dh is not interested in the things of God. And, I have 3 kids watching. This is a fine line......and I want to do what is right, in the Eyes of God. Help. Question 4 Do you know where I can find plans to build and outdoor brick bbq? Question 5 Where can I find a Bible, written in Hebrew? Better, where can I find a "Vine's-Like" resource that tells me what the original Hebrew word was that is translated to English. Question 6 What herbs do you recommend for the 'winter blah's"? It's so grey and dark for days on end and it gets depressing!! What is a good tea to help the body adjust to the lack of sun?? Thanks so much!!! 08:01 - Thursday, November 13, 2008 - comments {4}I love it when I make progressI love it when a plan comes together!!
I am a list gal. Love the list. However............I don't get everything on the list done, then feel like a slug. SO Today I chose the laundry room. I did all the laundry. All. Ironed everything. Put it all away. Everything I had stuffed in the cabinets for good will went to goodwill today. Once the last load comes out of the dryer, I will move the machines sweep and mop and WA LA One room is DONE. Tomorrow Well tomorrow I will move into the 1/2 bath. I am going to quit over obligating myself and start only doing what can be done in a day. Phew. This feels good!! 04:12 - Monday, November 10, 2008 - comments {1}November ThoughtsNovember
The month of Thanksgiving. Not sure what I want to do this year. Usually I host. Honestly, I don't want to this year. Every year. EVERY YEAR When it's over I say "I am not going to do this again next year" SO I think this year, I will listen to my own advice. Maybe I will send my boys to my aunts to gather more wood and the girls and I can serve at the local womens shelter. I don't know. But I do know this. I do not want to do what I have done for the last um-teen years. 07:58 - Monday, November 10, 2008 - comments {1}OH MY GOSH!!Just sat down with my
United Natural Foods Catalog to order my bulk grains. EVERYTHING HAS DOUBLED in price. Can anyone tell me what happened?? They want 45.00 for 25lbs of soft white wheatberries. They want 45.00 for 50lbs of hard red wheatberries. They want 60.00 for 50lbs of oats. AND They want 45.00 for 25lbs of long grain white rice. All organic. BUT THIS IS DOUBLE from the last time I ordered. What Happened??? 09:36 - Sunday, November 9, 2008 - comments {3}Grace and PurgeSunday
First day of the week. Hmmm. I think I will choose Joy this week. How do you exercise Joy, when co-worker lied on you? IT can be done! First I will 'assume' that it is just a misunderstanding. I know in my heart, I was clear but I will handle it like a misunderstanding. I will RE address our previously discussed topic. I will maintain my composure. I will not jump to conclusions. I will extend grace. If she chooses to act like a baboon That's her problem not mine. But I will give her the grace I would want someone to extend to me. IF she lies again. I will call her on it. I will let her know that lying is not acceptable. AND if she cannot get along she will have to leave. If she lies, again, She will have shown a pattern of deception that is unacceptable. She will have shown behavior that is a determent to our team. She will have revealed her divisiveness. And we will have to purge her. That's it. Not in a mean way. Not in a hateful way. But in a very matter of fact way. 08:30 - Sunday, November 9, 2008 - comments {0}Political Post........ok, Politically Incorrect Post. Warning. Truth, not warm and fuzzy!!So just a heads up.
Obama is not black.
His ma'ma is a white woman. His father, is a muslim middle eastern mix. Obama doesn't have an ounce of 'slave blood' in him. It has been proven geneologically. (that was a gross misspelling :-) Everyone is caught up in this notion that we have "arrived" because we voted a person with darker than lilly white skin....... Don't you see??? We are doing what we have been programmed to do. My generation, and the one after me, has had it beat in their head that we are the 'bad white guy' and if we disagree with a person who has pigment, we are a racist. People voted for Obama BECAUSE he was black. And that's ok?? Yet, if they voted McCain because he was white.......THEY ARE A RACIST. MY POINT???? Brainwashed. We've been hoodwinked. A great lie has been told and we bought it hook line and sinker and still........people are buying the snake oil. I am not a racist when I say I didn't vote for obama. I am someone who believes life begins at conception. I am not for the Socialist States of My anger is really because people are so programmed, so blind, and so "head in sand" minded. No one reads history. No one reads Scripture, No one does research and thinks. They are doing what the public education has taught them. Listen to ONE leader, do what they say. Don't, DON'T ask questions. Hitler, Stalin, Lenin...........Castro, Chavez.........Hussain, Ak-ma-gen-a-dod ALL of them every single one of them have the same pattern.......... And if anyone read obamas speeches.......they would have seen, he's in bed with all of them. BUT NO, we can't do that because we would be racist. We are to love one another because we are created in HIS Image Not because of some misplaced guilt. Not because we have been programmed to do it. That is not love AND God knows it. I just can not believe that people really really can't see through lie It's a great lie and it makes me nauseous when people get up on their high horse and start regurgitating what has been shoveled into their heads. Mindlessly Without research, without thought Because it makes them "sound good". BUT God said...........God said..............He said this would happen.
07:41 - Saturday, November 8, 2008 - comments {5}It's Friiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiday!!!!!Yeah, that list of things I had
to do from yesterday, HA HA Over did it the day before and my back said ENOUGH LADY. It's back to work tonight. It's been nice having this whole week off, and hangin' with my kids. I think they have enjoyed it too!! Cooler weather is moving in, and I am glad that we got the bulbs in the ground. Things are changing. The season, The Celebrations, The Everything. Some for the Good. Some, not. I am so thankful, grateful that God has allowed me to home school. So that my kids can hear His Word day in and day out. So that my kids can read REAL history books. About real, history. So that The Holy Spirit may sharpen their discernment skills. Lead them, show them, teach them God's Ways. How to spot a lie. How to spot hypocrisy. How to spot a fake. I am so thankful and grateful that my state doesn't make home schooling a burden. Our rules are few, and easy to follow. I am so thankful for this time God has given me with these kids!! 08:19 - Friday, November 7, 2008 - comments {0}Our Christmas Tree TraditionsWhat kind of tree does your family use? When the kids were under 5, we used an artificial. From 5-14 we have selected the largest fresh cut tree we could cram in the house. For the last 4 years, we have flanked the fireplace with to "pre-lit palm trees". This year........we may not do a tree at all!
When do you put your Christmas tree up each year? We used to put the tree up the day after Thanksgiving. In the last 5 years, we wait longer and longer every year.........last year it was the week before.
What kind of traditions do you have when putting up the tree (if any)? We used to make a day of it, and again, in the last 5 years, it has become less of an attraction than it was in the past.
How do you like to decorate your tree? We had a 'hillbilly' Christmas tree. A little bit of everything, mostly handmade stuff the kids created at school! No rhyme or reason.
Do you have any other interesting things that you would like to share about your Christmas tree? We decided 5 years ago that fir trees were probably not what was around when Jesus was born..........so we thought we'd be pretty slick and buy pre-lit palm trees. Now even those have lost their novelty. They look like they belong on a Jimmy Buffet stage!!! As we grow and learn, certain traditions in our family will pass away, and new Celebrations will take their places!This is an exciting time for us!! 06:06 - Thursday, November 6, 2008 - comments {0}Potpourri, you know the kind that is pretty and smells good! :-)Who is this Jesus?
There the LORD made a decree and a law for them, and there he tested them. 26 He said, "If you listen carefully to the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in his eyes, if you pay attention to his commands and keep ALL His decrees, I will not bring on you any of the diseases I brought on the Egyptians, for I am the LORD, who heals you."So yesterday was Wednesday. I have Bible Study every Wednesday Am. Here's what I have been thinking on for about 3-4 days. Exodus 15:25b-26 *IF* I listen carefully to the Voice of God
Do what is right in His Eyes Pay Attention to His Commands Keep ALL His Decrees Then: There's another passage, Isaiah 58 that follows this same type of writing. The "here's what to do, and when you do it God will..." This is what I am chewing on at the moment. The Kitchen Found the GREATEST biscuit recipe in the world in my Alton Brown cook book. They are so flaky and so light. We had 'southern breakfast dinner' last night. Biscuit's and sausage gravy, home fries eggs, bacon, grits, french toast and pancakes. mmmm The Homestead Getin' her ready for winter. Weather has been delicious the last 3 days. Gonna finish up outside today and then really start hitting the inside hard. Purging and cleaning. We want to be ready at a moments notice for company!! Politically Incorrect and Potentially Offensive I think what happened on election day stinks. BUT The people voted, and the people spoke. Sad. Both canididates stunk. They usually do. Because they are both humans, wreck with sin, just like me. (but I shower. HAHAHAHH) Seriously. So we here in blog land are not going to agree. Like hiney's we all have opinion's and most of them stink. Ok But to have a temper tantrum, a big long hairy scene that would take an Academy Award about 'closing my blog an woe, and drama' give me oxygen. I blogged at a place for years. Time marched on, women came and went, and it changed. I shut it down, silently, and moved on. A handful missed me...but really....being honest here *I* was not that important. *My* input didn't keep that board 'running'. Got a pretty firm grip here. This is not reality. This is where a handful are real, and many many are what they 'want to be' or 'wish they could be' in real life. Good or Bad. Exhale. OH The Garden Got the veggie garden ripped out and burnt. Mapped out one of the 3 new gardens. Planted all of my day lily's Today, tie up trees and wrap their trunks. Clean up the misc. mess out side. Get ready for winter. Start mapping out the flowerbeds out front.. LISTS! On the list today: Clean Inside Clean Outside I think that is enough!! Home School Kids are doing swimmingly! I need to sit down and fill out FASFA forms look at colleges for both my oldest and middle Record grades. I can't believe I am almost done. Makes me sick. I wish I had 10 kids. GOALS One of the questions in my BSF this week read: What sinful habit are you willing to break? One gal said you have to ask God to show it to you (God knows I have more than one) Then once He reveals it to me I have to HATE IT (the sin) Like God hates it. I have to confess it, then repent of it. My goal is to ask God to reveal one sinful habit this week then for me to confess it, and repent of it and eliminate it. That is my goal this week. BEING Healthy I love my 100% Virgin Coconut oil from Tropical Traditions. It brings such an amazing moistness to cakes and cookies without making them taste like coconut. It's so much better for us than crisco or margarine. We made chocolate chip coconut cookies the other day....... mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm amazing. We made bread from scratch (ground the wheat and everything) and it was WONDERFUL. We do love our coconut oil!! Well, that's it! A true, Potpourri!! 09:00 - Thursday, November 6, 2008 - comments {1}It's a "Be Educated Wednesday"!!We're all pretty smart gals!
And where there is something we don't know, we ask, or we look it up. Hitler's Rise to Power How does history repeat itself? When we fail to teach accurate history. When we fail to learn. When we fail to repent. When we fail to teach our own children. Stalin's Rise to Power Similar childhoods, similar ideas. Similar outcomes. Same hatred for the Jews. Lenin's Rise to Power Again, the hatred for God. God forgive us! May we, who are called by His Name come to our knees. 2 Chronicles 7:14 IF MY people, who are called by MY NAME will humble themselves and pray and seek MY face AND TURN FROM THEIR WICKED WAYS THEN I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land. Forgive me Lord. 12:05 - Wednesday, November 5, 2008 - comments {0}
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