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June 1st Already!

I cannot believe how fast time seems to go by. It is already June.

Today we went to church, our VBS Fiesta went well. The kids had alot of fun. 

I had trouble sleeping last night. I was worried about the sick kitten and worried about helping at VBS. Actually, I really wasn't worried about helping, I just didn't want to oversleep and miss it. Do I ever oversleep and miss church? No, but I was wierdly worried about it last night. I also hated that the kitten was outside and sick. I was praying it would die fast but it is still hanging on. I have no idea why it is still alive. I just hope that whatever it has is something we can't get. I am not allowing the kids around any of the kittens right now and I am the only one allowed to touch Robbie. If he is still alive in the morning, I am taking him to the vet to be put to sleep. I made a homemade formula that I found online to feed him by syringe but it is causing him to have diarrhea. This is a problem because he is paralyzed so just does it where he is laying. I am trying to keep everything clean and sanitary but it is difficult. I am bleaching the towels and washing them two times in hot water but the whole thing is really making me sick. Anyways, enough or actually too much info about that for now!

I am exhausted and waiting until it is late enough to put everyone to bed. The kids are watching gymnastics on t.v. We had leftover sloppy joes and french fries for dinner, I love leftovers!! From this post I am sure you can feel my mood, a bit depressed and just done. I hope I can sleep tonight and have a fresh outlook tomorrow. Pray for us!!!!!!!!!!!!!