I just came back from Hospice seeing my papaw. The nurse said he is showing all the signs that he will be leaving us soon. She said he would probably go within the next 24 hours. My heart is breaking so bad right now. I know he is ready to go but I am going to miss him so bad. I told him I loved him and that it was okay for him to go be with mamaw. He moved his lips like he was trying to tell me he loved me back. I just hope I can get back it back to Hospice in time but he may go before I can get back in the morning. Hannah got sick on Sam. I had to come back and take care of her or I would have stayed. She has the stomach flu. We had done so good about not getting it and out of all times to take it. Sammy was sick Saturday night and Sunday. I will probably take it next. Thursday is my birthday and I am afraid I am going to get a gift I don`t want. I know my papaw is ready to go. He wants to be with my mamaw. I told him to give her lots of hugs and kisses from me. I just wanted to update you all on what is going on. I need to go check on Hannah and try to get some sleep.
I am a stay-at-home, Christian homeschooling mom. My husband and I have been married for 19 years. We have been blessed with three kids,ages 18, 10 and 8. We live on a family farm and have several animals. I`m just a simple farm gal, who loves her God, family, friends and life.
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