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Emptyness within life!

A Proverbs woman is what I strive to be..... A help meet to my husband, but in it all I feel almost empty.  I love my life but I am striving to find something.  But what?????  I feel satan is at our door and has been for a while.  STAY AWAY He is not welcome....   I have moments of all closeness with my God and so does my hubby but we usally seem to be there on differant days.... I feel I am searching, lost so to speak in a very busy world.  We are realitively young to be empty nesters, but we are and we have struggled to renew our love and life.  And I do love my Man, totally and unconditionally.  I pray I make him happy, and content. 

I am trying to come down with a cold or sinus thing, so maybe that is why the mental confussion.  I have periods like this every once in a while.  I do not like it though.  Positive is where I want to be.  Always look upward and forward.  God Bless me and my family near and far.  Keep your Angels close and guarding.  May your will always prevale. 

Today I have to take our car to the Auto Shop, our heater core went out and of course it is 28 degrees here....  Come to find out it is going to cost us $600.00 - $700.00.  It is going to hurt us.... but what do you do you have to have a heater, winter is on us and it will only get colder before the spring is near.....  They have to dismantal the whole dash board to fix it.  Our property taxes will probably have to be late, I just don't see another way. 

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11:26, Wednesday, October 15, 2008 .. Posted by gokings13

Don't be fooled by comparing yourself to a 'model' that you cannot achieve (proverbs 31 gal).

You serve the Lord, and in doing so, you will serve your family, and He will bring you peace. Please don't let anyone, or any 'model' make you feel bad!! That is not from the Lord!!

Deep breath, and exhale.
Laura