Sugar Bend Farm

Loni at Finding Joy In The Morning reminded me of this.  I also begin to think about my loss I experienced two years ago this month.  I had a miscarriage and I was devistate.  Thinking that perhaps I was to old or had waited to long to try to have another child.  I mourned the loss of that baby and I mourned the loss of a part of my life that I thought at the time I would never get back.  But God is good and He does things in His own timing.  Thank God for my incredible, beautiful son, Noah.  Two months after my miscarriage, I didn't think I would be ready to try again, for fear of losing again and my heart couldn't go through that, but God had another idea and plan for me.  So to my surprise, I got pregnant with Noah.  The pregnacny went wonderfully, except for the morning (all day long) sickness.  The delivery went great and we are now the proud parents of the most wonderful little boy you could ever imagine.  He delights me each day.  And I am so very thankful to my God for being so kind to me and giving me three incredible children.  For that, and that alone, I could spend eternity thanking Him and never give Him enough thanks for them.  Right now I sit on my bed, yes, I am still in bed at 9:00 am, it's Saturday so give me a break; and I am watching my son playing in his bed with his toys and singing and making happy noises, and my heart is full.  Thank you Lord!!!