My life untold

wish upon a hero

Not much of going about our lives lately. Still flat broke but am gaining strength from opportunities on online jobs. I got paid $34 from my virtual assistant job. That is for my one week work but I can't withdraw the money yet. From the time it was sent, there's 10 days waiting period before it can be withdrawed. Yesterday I was also accepted as essay writer for academia-research. I hope I can get projects soon so we can save for Ella's tuition fee this June and a little for her birthday. The truck that will load our things to the next province hasn't come yet. The church members sent message last sunday that the truck will come Monday. We waited but I didn't expect much as it always gets postponed eveytime. I was somehow relieved that it hasn't come since we don't have even a single peso at hand. But a little annoyed because they kept telling us that it will come.

I am anxious to move since we are just staying here at my sister's in laws. Although my sister, her husband and her in-laws are treating us nicely, I don't feel fine this way. My other sister (who are staying here also since our mother passed away) who is staying here also is very impolite and shows resentments that we are here. Maybe because we are sharing a room. She's in bed and we are on the floor. She has said harsh words on me and my husabnd and I get impatient and told her that she should respect my husband. It pains me because when we are still earning and giving her what she needs and even wants, paying her tuition fee and giving her extra money so she can buy clothes or shoes....she is very good to us. I could not hear her complain or answer back at us. Now that we don't have money she treats us bad.

Now we are officially, truly, madly, deeply broke. But these past days I am not as emotional as the last time I posted here.

While working on the computer last night, I cam across this website http://www.wishuponahero.com and I was thinking to make a wish for Ella's birthday. I was pondering about it when I went to bed since I haven't asked anybody (even my sister) for money to get by. My sister knows our situation but they are hard on money now and needs to pay bills. When I woke up today, I decided I will try to post a wish. Ella's turning 5 on June 2 and she is excited about it. I have promised her a small party and presents when our business is still good. She have been looking forward for it the whole year.

Donald's birthday is coming up. He's turning 26 on the 27th of this month and I sweetly talked about not having his favorite spaghetti on his birthday. He smiled and said it's perfectly fine with him 'cause we don't have anything to spend. What he's complaining is he will get older soon :-)