2006-May-26
Have to vs want to
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There is so much I have to do and so much I want to do and they are
just not getting together. The week has been jammed with softball and
I cooked supper for the church (150 people) on Wednesday night. This
was after Awana awards Sunday night. I was very surprised and honored
by the plaque presented in my honor. We have a huge complicated order
in house for ECI so I have to spend extra time on that. God is very
gracious to bless our business. Curriculum Fair is full and there are
still many details to finish up. We have Jennie Contarinos wedding
tonight which will be fun but I really want to head to the campground
and chill. Besides chilling I want time to sew, read and crochet. I
want sketch time and the list goes on... BUT I have to remember that
Lord willing the day will come for this type of thing. The children
will grow up and I will not have the demands on my time. I still can't
imagine that day. I feel so selfish wanting to do all this for me.
While some recharge time is always necessary I know it is more about
serving than being served. MY head knows I have to keep implementing
it day by day and hour by hour - sometimes minute by minute.
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