We lost internet service for a couple weeks and I've been busy with hubby ( he is terminally ill and will be with the lord in the near future) and with the kids schooling.

It looks like spring is showing it's self and is much anticipated. I have been reading on my groups about the planting and starting of gardens around the country, one friend's goat kidded today with twins, and many people I know online and in real life are pregnant. Is anyone else getting spring fever yet?????? I love this time of year when everything seem to be renewing itself, starting fresh, coming out of that long dormant stage. This is the time I really start to look at myself, when I sit back and go over my dreams, am I living in the real world or in a haze stumbling around just trying to make it thru the day, am I really giving everything to God?

I know God created me, my personality, who I am, but does he give me my desires and hopes? I know the closer you get to God the more our desires will be for Goldly things, so are my desires something I dream of and wish for or are they of God and what he wants to bless me with? Ok this is that time of year when I get a little loopy in the head, so sorry for loopy rambalings. LOL

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Posted by ByFaith

I am so sorry to here about your husbands illness. I will definitely keep him in my prayers.

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Posted by michy

It's been a real faith builder, one I definetly would not have chosen for anyone. But God is the author and I am the work.

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Posted by midwesthomestead

Many prayers and hugs going to your family from ours. I cannot imagine....and I'm sure you couldn't either, before it all happened.
More hugs.
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Edited by midwesthomestead on 2006-Mar-18 at 07:27

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