Thunderwolf Ranch

Mad As A Wet Hen

I am mad at my self.  Yesterday when I woke up I felt off, but I still got ready and went to see my Dr. for my by-weekly allergy treatment , and while I was there I started feeling worse and it turned into an allergic reaction , but not an hospital visit one. I was so happy that it happened while I was with my Dr's. It was the 1st one he has even seen.  What was such a blessing is my Dr. who teases me makes me laugh , holds my hand during this , my nurse who is fanning me with a magazine to help cool me down and teasing me, my middle daughter was also fanning me. Also a big much needed blessing was my baby daughter called my hubby and he came to the Dr.'s to be there for me.  My husband was able to ask the Dr. questions about my illness and I found out things I did not even know.  1 is my illness is nor curable only God can heal me 100%, 2. is that my treatment just make me able to have less reactions and less hospital visits.

I love my Dr. he has worked so hard for 9 yrs to get me where I am today and that is much healthier that I was when I 1st got him. My Dr , believe in the natural world for health as well as western medicine and so much more. I can call him and say this is wrong with the baby or me or our other child, hubby and he will get us right in. A person who wants to see them has a 3 + month wait to see him, but not us. My Dr. will even see our grand babies for free at the drop of a hat. Our oldest daughter has no insurance on the babies and will not sign for us to insure them on our plan. I will hate it when my Dr. retires.

But the best thing is hubby came to me when I needed him!

But I am mad at my self because stress can trigger a reaction. My body builds up so much allergy stuff and anything can set it off like stress. And it did. But I also am happy that it was not a hospital visit, so Feb 08 will be a year for no hospital visit.

I am trapped in the house today because our grass was sprayed with some type of chemical that I am allergic to. so I sent my middle daughter to do my marketing I will tell later today how that went because I sent her to walmart with other store ads. Because walmart said they will match anyone's price and I have a coupon for almost each item. I can't wait for her to get home and see what it cost. God Bless. mj