Thunderwolf Ranch

A friend made me see...

Today my good friend and I exchanged some of the things that bother us. Mine is my oldest

daughter , she was molested about  16 years ago. We were in court for13 years. I have so much anger about this. With all the years in court we had NO peace.His mother kidnapped my daughter 5 times, yes 5.  The courts found him guilty, what did he get nothing, I mean nothing, no jail, nothing.The courts also found that his mother did kidnap my daughter , she got yup again nothing. For all the years in court trying to keep my daughter safe, did a toll

on us all but worst my daughter.She was (is at times) an angry person. She never realy got the chance to be a little girl. We lived in the court house ( we were always in court)

 What I learned today wow: after 3 months of this all above I started having allergic reactions.

When my youngest daughter was 3weeks old I had my 1st anaphlaxis reaction. I still have them. The light bulb went on, could this be from my anger? my not being able to forgive?. The bible says we are to love our enemys, but i just can't love them. I am praying that God will help me to find away to forgive them and let the anger go, then that could lead to loveing them.I also have a hard time knowing that he takes children to different states by his self. His church does not know. We can tell them because he can take us to court and win.  because we damaged his character. My daughter was never the same ,either was our family. I would love to have peace from this. I know the only one who can help with this is God. could you please pray for me ? I have carried this around for almost 16 years Thank you and God Bless you MJ. 

Forgiveness

{ 06:38, 2006-Feb-10 } { Posted by runnelsrhapsody }

I am praying for you right now. Unforgiveness is such a big thing. I know from personal experience. I have no doubt that Jesus would desire for you to leave this situation in His hands - "vengence is mine, says the Lord." Remember that to forgive is not to say that the action was ok and didn't hurt you and your family. It is to say that the offender is no longer going to have control of you. Give it up. It's not worth it. But it is definitely a hard thing to do. Hence, Lord Jesus, be with this dear mother who desires to follow Your will and to let go of the unforgiveness in her heart. Heal her. Help her. Give her strength. And bless her efforts. Thank you, Lord.