I haven't been around much more than to occassionally update, and
haven't been reading any other blogs. I have felt very overwhelmed and
in over my head lately. My husband I have decided to make some big
changes around here so I can keep what little bit on sanity I have
left! Discouragement has become a habit- but I have kept my nose in the
Bible alot, and asked my Father to send me some fresh air for my soul-
He is faithful and has! Today, for one thing, my Above Rubies Magazine came in the mail! This is such a tremendous mag- I really get my head lifted up with this. I'm hoping to get Tara and Michelle to go with me to the Above Rubies Retreat in May. It's only a couple hours away.
To make life more manageable, we have made a list of things we are and are not doing:
- No school the rest of this week, except journals.
- Spring cleaning the house. One room per day.
- Making a menu and sticking to it.
- Thinning out the undesirable critters. That's 4 cats, a dog, and
two horses. Two goats left yesterday, in trade for a meat lamb.
- Get the rototiller fixed and get busy getting the gardens ready for planting in May.
- Put Handsome Rob and the fancey chicks in the barn! Give them a
heat lamp, yes...but certainly I cannot abide these critters in the
house for one more day! Ugh! okay- I'm okay. Shh. Relax. Am I talking
out loud? Er...I mean typing out loud?
- Get the last two cats that aren't fixed done soon.
- Quit having hard, unreasonable expectations of myself. Whew.
- Recognize, as my husband says, that I am really the Queen(of
quite alot) here, and can do as I please! Change schedules, go on a
fieldtrip, have oameal for dinner...you get the idea.
- Have fun again. Read a fiction novel, relax.
See, a clean slate. I'm so glad my
husband is supportive. He's home today, until Monday. Amazing. We had
hardly seen him the past two weeks, and I'm bushed. A new start is very
appropriate for spring, don't you think?
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2006-Mar-22 - Untitled Comment
Great article on goats in New Harvest too--makes me think goats may be okay.......al;sdkjf;alskdj
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