The Land is Calling

Just some rambleings

It has been sort of wierd, for lack of a better word, having noone know me. Since we moved to a new part of the Country and we know NOONE, it has been odd not seeing a familiar face or having someone say hi to me. It is kind of sad.

Like tonight I was at church and even though I have met a few people, I am not known. There I was in a group of people and noone knows me. I am so used to everyone knowing me. I always was familiar and now that has changed. It is an odd feeling for me.

Now, this is not necessarily a bad feeling just different. It has stretched me to be more social. It has also given us totally fresh slates. These people don't know me, how do I want to portray myself and my family.

I felt lonely tonight not having anyone to talk to, it made me a little sad. I guess the fact that we have no family here for the holidays is sad. Maybe this contributed to it. The other thing is my honey doesn't want to spend money on a nice Easter dinner. Since it is just us, we don't need to be fancy. I am sad about that, I wanted some semblance of normal and the meal could have been.

So that is my rambleing thoughts for tonight. I just need to find my place here and it will feel normal soon. I am hoping that it feels like home by next year. I know things can change alot in a year.

Blessings,

Andrea