I am not sure why I am so sad. It is really not like me. maybe it is because i have lost so many loved ones this year. But they were all Christians and went to be with Jesus. So feeling sad about that is just selfishness.

Maybe it is because the grand kids are growing up and it is hard for us all to get together at the same time these days. But growing up is a fact of life. What a silly grandma I am.

Could be because my dear sweet husband has to work so many long hours these days I feel sort of lost in this big old house by myself.

Well, whatever, I need to snap out of it. Just venting I guess. Blessings dear friends.