May 15, 2008
Not Good................
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What a hectic last couple of days. Tuesday night I started back up with my ladies bible study. We are doing Beth Moore's new-revised "A Woman's Heart...God' s Dwelling Place". My SIL is going with me. Then we awoke yesterday to hunters here, then my step daughter's fiance' come to help my dh on my cottage ouse earlier then we were ready for, anddddddd brought a sick child with him! UUGGHH! I so do not want anymore sickness here. Then an hour later, my dh brother, his wife and 2 grand daughters showed up out of the blue! GGGRRRRRRRR! So much for getting anything done that "I" needed to do. Then I was looking at our bank account online...... ......... ..and.... ......... ...GGRRRRR, a check that a gal had written to me for some of my moms things HAD BOUNCED!!!!! !!!!!!
Ok, so not a good day yesterday! Now I can not find this gal and it was a very sizeable check which made a chunk of our farm payment. Now I have to call and explain to our bank (2 actually), and the lawyer we make the payments to why we can not pay this week. I am really feeling very bitter right now and I do not like that. I am sooooooooo tired of whinning and oh woe is me..........but I am truly feeling like God has left us, or that I am being punished for getting back in to the Word. I know.....silly, but it just how we are feeling. And all of this right before my 40th birthday Saturday!
I am going to try and repost some of the "Designer" purses for sale from my moms Estate again as well as some of my Creative memories Inventory, etc. We had a mass of issues a few weeks ago, thougth we were finally gaining some P.E.A.C.E. and now this. I just want to burry my head in some dirt!
Please pray for us.......... ......... thank you dear ones. |