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Ok I know that I can be well how can i say this not the best person to have to wait.. I honeslty understand that... I had the CT done yesturday. I waited last night to see if i would hear from my doctor and nothing.... Then this morning I called his office and the nurse said that he would call me back as soon as he looked over the results again.. And still nothing... I have heard nothing at all... This waiting is starting to get to me... All i want to hear is that all is well.. Well in a way i do.. If I hear that nothing wrong with that test results then there is more test to do and well I really dont want that.. However at the same time I dont want to hear that there is something bad wrong either.. I know i know i can not have it both ways... I JUST WANT THIS ALL OVER... I am worn out.. I am tired of being stuck with needles, being shot up with other needles, being pulled this way and that way to get the best picture of this or that.. I just want them to find out what is going on and lets deal with it.... I mean we are talking now a month that i have been sick.. A MONTH..... And before that i was sick on and off since really December... Please pray that the doctor will call soon with some news. I am going to try to go to church tonight. And well it would ease my mind to at least know something before i went... I have had to fight with the insurance on these medical bills. I know that they are in the business to make money but lord help all of us.. I mean come on how many times does someone have to call and tell them the same information over and over again.... I finally got told tody that they will pay a % of the bill.. I asked how much and she would not tell me.. I then called the hospital and they said when they get the amount the insurance is going to pay she will call me so i can set up monthly payments... Just in the last week so far I have put out over 60.00 just in meds and doctors fees... I am not sure how much longer i am going to be able to do this... I pray that you all are doing well. well Green beans are cooking on the stove for the dinner tonight. Have a blessed day and i will update as soon as i know more. glenda |
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